As I stare up in the deep dark sky and see the multitude of shining stars, I seem to get lost in the depth of my thoughts.
The wind is blowing all around me. It's as though it's saying "come away with me".
Tears fill my eyes as I sit here and marvel at what the Lord has created . . . I can't help it. It just amazes me when I see the works of His mighty hand, and it causes me to wonder how I can ever possibly doubt him. Why can't I just trust him?
Sometimes I miss the days of being a child, when everything seemed so simple. Not a worry to trouble my young heart.
I often find the transition into adulthood difficult.
It is taking years to find who I am.
I seem to get lost with each turn I take. I can never seem to keep to one thing. I wander around without knowing where I'm going.
When will I find my way?
My dreams seem so far off, which causes me to wonder if my heart is in the wrong place.
I seem to fail at every attempt to find where I belong.
What I want out of life just seems out of the question. What would God have me to do? Does he want me to follow my dreams? Or does he have something better in mind for me? How am I supposed to know?
So many thoughts rush through my mind, troubling my weary head. If only life decisions weren't so complicated.
Maybe this is my chance to finally learn to trust in God.
Is this what he has been trying to do all along?
