Monday, October 11, 2010

Short Story

I just finished writing this short story today. I began writing this a few weeks ago, but didn't edit it more until this afternoon. I began writing this story with the intention of it being a full book, but I felt like this bit of it could stand on its own as a short story. For now, it has the title of "The Girl Killer" but I'm pretty sure it will not stay this. I just couldn't come up with anything clever. Tomorrow I have to share this in my creative writing class with a group of students...I am really quite nervous about it. I have never written anything like this before, so it was a big step for me. I was very surprised, actually, when this story came to my head.
Sarah and Katie were in the front yard of their lovely Victorian style house playing with a few of their friends. It was a beautiful, early autumn day. Leaves on the trees were changing colors into elegant shades of yellow and red – the leaves were just beginning to fall to the ground. Clouds were slowly gathering overhead, and thunder echoed faintly through the mountains. All the children were running around screaming and laughing when all of the sudden Katie, who was around the age of five (ten years younger than her sister Sarah) stopped where she was and just stared at the little white house across the street.
The house sat alone . . . one of only two houses on that side of the street, which were separated by big open fields on either side. No doubt the yards of those houses turned into deep, dark woods, leading into the mountains behind the houses.
Across the street, in that old creepy house, an older man lived alone. He often stood in the window and watched the kids playing in his neighborhood. This day in particular, he was watching the kids directly across the road. He watched with loathing disgust as they screamed and laughed. He stood tall and stiff, his face completely emotionless. In his hand was a knife . . . he was holding it up facing downward away from his body as if he was ready – waiting.
Sarah ran up to her little sister and pushed at her arm, “You’re it!” Katie didn’t say anything; she just stood there motionless with her face full of terror. Sarah turned her gaze towards the old creaky house to see what Katie was looking at. “There’s nothing there, Katie. Come on, let’s play.” She pulled at Katie’s arm, but she just let it limply fall back to her side.
“Sissy,” Whined Katie, “der was a mean, ugly man. He was staring at me. He – he had something,” stuttered Katie.
“Katie you’re just imagining it. The old guy who lives in that house is completely harmless. He’s a retired soldier; he’s just messed up mentally now . . . people believe he went crazy. He’s not going to do anything – he never even leaves his house.” Sarah tapped her sister’s shoulder gently. “Come on, you’re the one who begged me to come out and play.”
Katie reluctantly turned away from the old house and ran off to resume playing with her friends before it got too dark to play outside anymore. They had begun to play a game of catch, which Sarah tired of quickly. Just as she was heading back inside, Katie yelled “Oh no! Da ball went into da cweepy man’s yard!”
Sarah turned around and grabbed her by the shoulders and gave her a quick shake. “Katie, stop being such a baby! Just go and get it . . . nothing is going to happen!”
“No, no . . . I won’t! Da cweepy man might det me!” Katie whined with tears forming in her eyes. “See, der he is! He’s looking again!”
Sarah looked over at the window. “Ok, so he’s looking out the window. You’re such a wimp! He won’t do anything! I told you, he’s just got some mental issues from fighting in a bloody war. And it’s the creepy man might get me, not da cweepy man might det me!” Sarah said sarcastically as she stuck her tongue out at her sister.
Katie stuck her tongue out in return. “Come on, let’s go inside.” Katie said to her friends as she walked towards the front door.
“You’re all just a bunch of big wimps!” Sarah turned around just before she made it into the house and decided to go get the ball before it got dark and she wouldn’t be able to find it. “Ugh, things I have to do for my sister!”
As she crossed the street, the old man was still standing in the window. “He looks nice . . . ” she whispered to herself. As she stepped onto his brown, crunchy lawn, she yelled out to him that she was trying to find her ball. The man nodded slowly. “See, he’s harmless.” She couldn’t find the ball anywhere. “Maybe it made it to the back yard?” She looked up into the window to see if the man was still standing there. Sure enough, he was. As she looked up at him he lifted his hand slowly and pointed towards the side of his house. She waved as a kind gesture and said thanks as she ran towards the back.
Walking alongside the house looking every which way she made it to a door at the back of the house. Suddenly, the door opened, startling her so that it made her jump. She looked up slowly noticing the man was standing in the doorway wearing a worn out pair of blue jeans and an old plaid shirt. He was holding a ball in the palm of his hand. She just stood there looking at it for a second. “This isn’t our ball . . .” she thought to herself. “Eh, just take the ball and go back home. She won’t even notice the difference.”
“Thank you,” she said as she hesitantly reached up to grab it. The man handed it to her and nodded, saying absolutely nothing. They both stood there a few seconds just looking at each other, until Sarah smiled and nodded then silently began to turn away to walk back home. The mysterious man grabbed onto her arm just as she was about to take her first step. Now . . . she was scared, though, she tried desperately not to show it. Sarah looked down at his hand that was gripping her arm. He was holding onto her arm so tight that it was almost too painful that she wanted to cry out in pain.
“Come eat some ice cream.” The man said in a monotonous voice, breaking the silence. His face was emotionless and stern. His eyes looked deep into Sarah as if he could see down into her very soul. It frightened her. She felt that he could sense just how scared she was even though she tried to seem untouched by his persistency.
Still trying not to sound or look scared she said as calmly as she could, “no thank you, I really have to get back before supper.” When his grip didn’t loosen she tried to pull away, but had no success. She tried to scream for help, but the man cupped his other hand over her mouth and began to drag her into his house. She kept struggling to get away, digging her sandaled feet into the dirt trying to find a footing. She kicked and squirmed as the ball fell – rolling across the dirt.
The man seemed so strong – too strong, really, for being so old. He was only maybe in his mid-fifties, but he always seemed so fragile to everyone that saw him, which made him appear older. Once he finally succeeded in getting the girl through the door he slammed it shut behind him. The room was surprisingly neat . . . not a thing out of place.
The man began pulling the young girl towards his nightstand where a big sharp knife was laying. He hated children, especially the pretty ones. He grew up always being teased by the other children all the way through high school and then on through to college. The girls took pleasure in teasing and torturing him . . . going out with him only to stand him up or make some kind of fool out of him. The boys would beat him up whenever they could find him alone. He despised young people. He would take each one out; one at a time . . . they had no right to live.
Though Sarah felt helpless, she bit the man’s hand to try to get away from his strong grip . . . that was the only thing she could even attempt to do. The man yelped and grabbed his hand to look it over. He was bleeding pretty badly. Sarah took the opportunity to try to run away, but he caught hold of her shoulder and threw her back. He heard a squeal and looked back finding that the girl had fallen against the corner of the dresser. Her head was bleeding and she was only half conscious, slumped down toward the ground. He smiled slightly, grabbed his knife off his nightstand, and slowly began walking towards the helpless girl – knife up and ready – blood flowing down his arm from the wound on his hand. She was able to gain enough strength to look up and let out one loud, eerie scream, but it was too late.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

In God's Hands

The stress is just too much!!

Every night, I dread going to bed. I lay there in bed completely still -- listening. I'm just waiting for the moment I hear the voices of men outside my window again. I hear a noise and I peek outside . . . I know that if I actually see someone I would probably scream like nothing else, but I just have to know. Last night I think was the hardest night for me since we found out there had been guys out there listening to us. It was so windy outside and every noise only made my fear grow. This whole thing has me really jumpy and tense. I now see that those things I've heard of out in the world really could become a reality to even me . . . it now has become "real" to me. I almost feel like every stranger is a potential threat. I am afraid to go anywhere by myself now. I had to go to class this morning and I was trying to find any way out of it . . . of course with no success. I always feel like I'm being watched now . . . in my own house. It seems crazy!

I feel like such a wimp.

I have now decided that I have had enough. I'm pretty sure that we are ok now. We closed all our front windows and are now putting up TONS of lights in our front yard . . . if that doesn't do it, I don't know what will. Even if these men decide to try to come back, I just have to place it in the Lords hands. I must trust Him to take care of me!

So . . . tonight, I will try to go to bed with confidence that I am in the Lords hands.


Proverbs 3: 24-26 ~ When thou liest down, thou shalt not be afraid: yea, thou shalt lie down, and thy sleep shall be sweet.

Be not afraid of sudden fear, neither of the desolation of the wicked, when it cometh.

For the Lord shall be thy confidence, and shall keep thy foot from being taken.

Psalm 118:6 ~ The Lord is on my side; I will not fear: what can man do unto me?

Psalm 56:11 ~ In God have I put my trust: I will not be afraid what man can do unto me.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Creepers

Creepers is an understatement!

A couple nights ago, I had just recently climbed up into bed and I was alone in the room at the moment. Outside was pretty silent . . . I have a hard time hearing anything out there because of our swamp cooler. We have each bedroom window cracked so that the air can have a place to flow through. As I was laying there I started to hear voices and laughter . . . through the breeze flowing out the window I could only make out one word that these voices said, which was "window". Yeah, window. Anyways, I figured it was our neighbors or something outside talking . . . they are often out there makin noise. I tried to push the thought outside my head that it was hard to hear anything outside, so how could I hear these voices . . . but I just tried reason that they were being especially loud. Soon, Beth finally came into the room and we talked for a couple hours like usual, then we finally fell asleep. Sometime through the night I heard rustling in the bushes . . . could it have been the kittens? I still do not know . . . I sure hope it was.

Last night, around 1 am, Beth and I were in bed unable to sleep, so like most nights we talked for a little while . . . unaware of the time that was swiftly passing by. We got into some deep stuff as well as some things that made us laugh. Until I had to leave for just a few minutes. Next thing I know Beth was out in the living room. She started telling me what was going on . . . why my big brother was going in and out of the house and why my little brother was scared and why she was so shook up. Apparently, after I left, Beth was thinking about what we had previously been talking about when she heard voices outside the window talking about that same thing and laughing while they were at it. She didn't have much time to register what these voices were saying exactly before she dashed out of the room to wake my brother. My sister finally woke up and we filled her in on what was going on. We found out that a couple nights ago she, too, heard voices. She heard mens voices and laughter as she was changing late that night. What a lovely thought.

By this time, mom and dad were being woken up. Dad went outside while my brother went into each of our rooms so that they could talk to each other and see how well the voices could be heard. Dad said that my brothers voice carried very well out the window as it was being carried by the swiftly flowing air from the swamp cooler. My brother said that he could hear daddy pretty well too until he got too far away from the window, then he couldn't make anything out. They also tested to see if shadows or images could be seen through the blinds in the windows from outside. Thankfully we were good to go there.

Daddy rode out on his bike around the street to see if he could find anyone until he wanted to go further, so he got in the car to drive around a couple blocks. He found a group of teenage boys a couple streets over who he thought could possibly be them. That thought still didn't comfort me . . . I felt it couldn't have been them even if they were out and about in the middle of the night. The voices we heard were much more mature and deep. Daddy called the police and told them what was going on and told them of the group of teenagers that he had found. They didn't hesitate to come out and take a look. As the police officer stopped in front of our house daddy and my brother went out to talk to him. However, they did not get to talk long because straight ahead there were two guys walking up the street . . . only their shadows could be seen as the lights of the police car shone up the street. The officer said he would go check it out.

After talking to the guys, the officer came back to our house. He said that he didn't think that they were the ones, but all of us girl still feel like they were the ones who sat outside our windows invading our privacy. The officer, daddy, and my brother walked around the yard with a bright flashlight to inspect the area around our windows and everything else surrounding. They found many footprints, so they know we weren't imagining things. After the rains we recently had there is no way that there would be that many footprints. The officer gave daddy some suggestions, like putting up a light in that area and trimming back the bushes so it's not such a great hiding place. Nothing that anyone could say last night would be able to comfort us enough to fall asleep. So, we all stayed in the same room and watched TV shows all night. None of us got much sleep . . . maybe a few hours, but that was it.

Still to this moment my mind is going crazy and loaded with so many questions. How often (and since when) have they been sitting out our window listening to our deep dark secrets and desires? How long each night are they there listening, lurking in the shadows? What do they want? How many are there of them? Who are they? Do they live in our neighborhood? Do they know what we look like? Do they watch us as we walk outside to our car or to check the mail?

Well . . . I suppose we'll never know.

One thing that I do know is . . . I feel thoroughly violated!